A letter for my mom

   Dear, Mom 


   I was longing for the time when I could feel your love, care, and support in everything that I wanted to do. You're too far from the mother who I loved the most, but now I could even know you at all. I don't want to hold a grudge against you, but you always give me a reason to do it. 


 Since dad passed away, our lives have become miserable because of your wrong decisions in life. You've changed, and I don't want to blame you nor myself. You always act like everything is fine and perfect, and that's what I hate most about you. I'm so tired of pretending and hoping that one day everything will be fine.


 How I wish I could tell you what I really feel every time you manipulate us. I'm so drained and depressed in our situation, mom. Maybe if Dad were still alive, maybe I wouldn't have to bear this pain inside and haven't experienced those things that really affect and leave a wound inside me. 


 There's so many things I want to open up about with you, but I can't because I always have this thought that you'll invalidate my feelings. But even after all, there's a part of me that still loves you and wants to forgive you. I'm still hoping that one day, everything will be fine. 

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