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A letter for my Dad

  Dear Dad,   It's been four years since you left us, yet not a day goes by without me thinking of you. The longing in my heart grows stronger with each passing year, but so does the warmth of the memories we shared.   I miss our talks and your unwavering love. Your presence filled our home with laughter and comfort, and it's in those moments that I find solace amidst the pain of your absence.   Remembering the little things—the sound of your laughter, the way you made my favorite meal—those are the things I really miss about you. They are the threads that bind us together across time and space, reminding me that you are always with me, watching over me.   Dad, I really miss you so much, and sometimes I wonder if you miss me as much as you do mine. I always find a reason to strive to live each day with kindness and strength. Though you may be gone, your spirit and presence live on in me forever.    Until we meet again, I will hold you close in my thoug...

A letter for my mom

   Dear, Mom     I  was longing for the time when I could feel your love, care, and support in everything that I wanted to do. You're too far from the mother who I loved the most, but now I could even know you at all. I don't want to hold a grudge against you, but you always give me a reason to do it.   Since dad passed away, our lives have become miserable because of your wrong decisions in life. You've changed, and I don't want to blame you nor myself. You always act like everything is fine and perfect, and that's what I hate most about you. I'm so tired of pretending and hoping that one day everything will be fine.  How I wish I could tell you what I really feel every time you manipulate us. I'm so drained and depressed in our situation, mom. Maybe if Dad were still alive, maybe I wouldn't have to bear this pain inside and haven't experienced those things that really affect and leave a wound inside me.   There's so many things I ...

My dairy

  It was around 10 a.m. when I arrived at school. April 12 card day arrived, and since my mom couldn't come to school, I brought my excuse letter because that's what my adviser announced in our GC. To be honest, I kinda felt sad when I didn't see my name on the honor roll, but then after I saw my grades, I realized that there's something I could be proud of, even if I've got an average of 88, because I knew to myself that I did what I can, and that's something I could be proud of.